once again dear diary ….

dear diary

i was all cuddled up in bed when i felt like i was being talked about and low and behold . i was .. i made me sad and kind of teary eyed cause im pmsing so im emotional and unstable <lol>.

for those who were not in the room i will insert the log i received by < one of her friends> .

So as i was saying.. it amazes me that i get it so much trouble by just chatting and caring to much about people .. i really try to stay out of stuff but i always end up in the middle cause i cant keep my font shut but that is just me, i wont change i cant .. cause to change for someone i dont know .. is being fake and i cant be fake its just not in my natural .

ok before i get side tracked again .. here is a small portion and to the point log cause i was told before i shouldnt use the whole log so im taking his advice ..

StoryzInMyEyes4U: Cinn ….smh ….you arent supposed to share memories online …Julie said no

Cinnderfrknrella: Julie is irrelevant to me Rhonda 😉

so as u see .. i am irrelevant now .. < and yes i had to google to know what that meant > i was shocked :0

side note to all this

I will never be irrelevant cause i matter , rather you want to admit or not ..i am who i am cause i choose to believe that no one can be like me .